So it happens again, I’m too lazy again. This blog has been left un-updated for more than a month. Urgh.
Anyway, I just came back from a weekend spent in Baler, Aurora with my faculty friends. Incidentally, D and his family also went to Baler that same weekend so I got to see them again, which is nice. The trip was fun, there were a few glitches but hey, time off work with friends is always fun.
So D and I have been planning on something we haven’t really told anyone yet. Seriously speaking, ever since D and I started going out, I kind of knew how his mindset was so this major decision we both made was not a surprise, really. I knew this was going to happen sooner or later, but now that it’s slowly materializing, I still feel overwhelmed. Overwhelmed in a good way, that is. I can’t wait to tell all our friends and families about it once all the plans have been laid out already.
Reading a lot of stories online have been a little frustrating for me, especially when it comes to failed relationships. At first it was nice reading other girls’ (or guys’) stories, but eventually it just gets old. I just can’t take sad stories anymore. I am very happy with my life and although it’s nice to spread some positivities over the internet, sometimes it just gets to me — they will heal on their own and I just have to let them. I mean, I have been there and I learned the hard way. So might as well let them.
D and I are doing very very well, it’s crazy sometimes. It’s still amazes me how healthy and fun this relationship is for me. The thing we have is ridiculously beautiful. Sometimes, it seems like a fairy tale to me, but what the heck right? Life isn’t a fairy tale so I just enjoy it when it feels like one.
I remember our first few dates, I tend to always be gassy and my stomach just rumbles. It was consistent for the first 4 or 5 dates maybe. A friend told me it was probably butterflies in my stomach, literally. I don’t feel that way when we’re together now, but the excitement every single time I’m about to see him is just lovely. I’m holding on to that.
Right now, there are a few things I wish for.
- D and I be happy together for a long, long, long, long, looooong time
- My NPTE plans all push through according to timetable
- My mom to have the safest flight back home. I can’t wait to see her, it’s been 11 years
- My travel plans this year (Bohol in July; Japan in October; Palawan in November) all push through
A few more weeks and school starts again. I’m excited, I’m worried, but more than anything, I’m in love.